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Write My Dream

I woke up
screaming
I cannot remember
I can’t feel
my heart is bursting
my chest exploding
tears streaming down
frantically I
search my mind
my heart
my soul
I broke the rail
at the top of the staircase
holding on tightly
sobbing
anxious
afraid
shaking uncontrollably
I cannot control
my tears
my fears
I can’t remember
my family
my girls
I see their faces
in blurred vision
I know them
where are they?
were they here?
I’m in a cold sweat now
praying
pleading
please remove
this memory
this dream
I woke at 4:20 AM
from this nightmare
Oh God spare me
spare my life
I’m afraid
my mom has dementia
and I don’t want
to inherit this demon

KJS©

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6 thoughts on “Write My Dream

    • Sharing with others doesn’t take the fear away, but comparing notes of love, fears, and the fiction and non fiction of dementia helps my heart for another day in making my parents lives better through their difficult journey through dementia. Sorry to hear you know the fear too xo Thanks for stopping by.

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